I really can't believe that I am writing that my year in Honduras with CURE is now complete and I am now back in the US getting ready to start college at Eastern University. Life has been overwhelming in the last week and a half saying goodbye to one life and hello again to the other, and now hello to a whole new life on the college campus. I've thought about not even writing about it because it seems like too much to put into words; how can I sum up a year in Honduras where I feel like I've lived a thousand lives yet it passed in the blink of an eye? Life in San Pedro and working with CURE as well as church life and life with friends at the Musical Garage and Juventud Para Cristo (JPC or in English, Youth For Christ) gave me life experience that I will carry with me for the rest of my life and memories that still make me laugh out loud when I think of them and I'm pretty sure will keep me laughing for the rest of my life! One of my biggest dreams since I can remember was to live in Central America and learn Spanish, and this year has brought me not only that but so much more than I imagined. Most importantly my relationship with the Lord grew much deeper and stronger; through the sad and sometimes really frightening situations I learned to trust Him as my only source of everything- when nothing materially was of comfort, He was all I had and all I needed. I really learned trust in whole new way at whole new level, and gratefulness as well as I watched the Lord bless me with dear friendships that blessed me truly beyond my imagination (Eph. 3:20-21!).
Saying goodbye was imaginably one of the more (or most) difficult moments in life as these kinds of goodbyes always are, but as we say in Honduras, we don't say goodbye, we say see you soon :)
I flew with Ace to North Carolina where my parents and four younger siblings currently are, about an hour outside of Charlotte on Lake James. I spent my first four days back in the US with them and some of my dearest friends from Virginia, George and Joni and their three little girls and Tyler my best buddy who is also beginning his college adventure. The days were full of fun and also relaxing, just chilling and talking (or watching my sibs doing gymnastics and wrestling moves), running through the beautiful mountain roads, swimming, wave running and tubing like crazy people, cruising on the pontoon boat, going to Camp Lake James for awesome food and a big pool, paddle boarding (and paddle board flipping :P), eating Mom's good home cooking as well as amazing local Italian. Star gazing at night and remembering the endless power and majesty of our Creator, making a camp fire and roasting marshmallows, having devotions together and encouraging one another. It was good to spend these days with my family having fun before the next big move, although inevitably I was having Skype dates and facebook chats with all my Honduran family who wanted to know how my travels were and how I was doing. Missing them and things like the Saturday night Musical Garage were the only things that made these days hard, but that is part of life and transition, and I am reminded to look forward to Heaven when we will all be together forever!!! One night I was talking with Tyler and as we discussed beginning college and such topics, he really encouraged me to keep strong the friendships I've developed in Honduras even as I go on and make a new life with new friends at Eastern. That was huge for me because I felt like no one understood that for my whole life I've had only few authentic (for lack of better words) friends, and the Lord so graciously blessed me several true friends there, the ones I don't make or lose easily. Tyler somehow understood that, and to have friends on this side understand the importance of my life on that side is a rare blessing and comfort. It's hard to cross the two worlds but when they do even in a slight way it brightens the way.
After NC I flew up to PA and spent the week with my sister Sarah and her family at home in Bear Creek. I unloaded (or exploded) all of Honduras life into my bedroom and attempted to reorganize and collect everything I would need to take to college. I tried to keep it as simple as possible, but man, things accumulate quickly into massive amounts. In several days I had it all packed up and thankfully it all fit into my sister's Golf. Besides all the unpacking and repacking, the week was super fun with Sare and her kids, just hanging out, painting nails, jumping on the trampoline, reading books, quadding to the lake, running around Bear Creek Lake, shopping at Target for some college essentials, eating lunch at the cafe with Lauren (my best friend from home), and watching Titanic (I've finally seen it! And have been singing the theme song ever since)... All these fun summer Bear Creek activities I had to fit into one week! On Friday Mom flew up to help me load the car and move me into school. And Saturday morning that was it... here I am!
After a year of being several countries away and not participating in any family activities, I am thankful to be an easy hour and a half drive from Bear Creek, twenty-five minutes from my brother Andrew and his family, five minutes from my Aunt Janet and Uncle John, and so close to many of my Haas cousins in the Philly area!
I have super sweet roomie, Abbie, an awesome RA, Emily, and great hall mates! Abbie and I clicked very well from the start, and I'm super thankful that if I could've personality matched myself with anyone on my floor she is definitely in the top two!
To wrap up I will say that I'm very glad the Lord has brought me to Eastern at this time. I am very excited for this semester and feel totally at peace. We had a great worship service this morning and message from our chaplain Dr. Joe Modica and I am hopeful and excited to grow under this leadership. This past week, though, as I've made this transfer from Honduras to home to Eastern, it's been an emotional roller coaster of missing life and friends in one place and being thrilled be with long missed family and friends in another place and excited nervousness anticipating a new place. All of this has brought me to one bottom line: wherever I am, however I feel, whomever I'm with, my joy comes from the Lord. My strength comes from the Lord. My peace comes from the Lord. And He gives it to me wherever I am. Every step along the journey.
Yes I miss Honduras. I miss my patients and co-workers at CURE. I miss the Musical Garage and my friends. I miss Juventud Para Cristo and hanging out at Mauricio's house. I miss touring with CTI. I miss baleadas and jugo de guanabana, I miss sopa de caracol, I miss so much of the simplicity of life there. And when I'm there I miss so much of the life and people I've grown up with. Life is full of "missing" because that's part of the journey. But I have to focus on what the Lord has blessed me with in each season. I can't focus on the "missings" because I will miss the blessings of the current place I am and the people who are currently on the journey with me. My joy comes from the Lord wherever I am and not from circumstances, and if I could remember that, I think there would be a greater peace and fullness of life each day.
PS- my roomie Abbie brought the same exact air freshener for our bathroom that I had in my apartment in Honduras, so whenever I walk into my new little home of a dorm room, I think of my sweet little home in San Pedro. If you know how smell-oriented I am, you know how huge this is. Smells more than anything (well maybe second to pictures!) take me back to the place where I first experienced it. A little bit of home brought to my new home.
Sunday, August 26, 2012
Monday, August 20, 2012
Remembering...
Wednesday, August 1, 2012
San Pedro > La Ceiba > Puerto Lempira
This past Thursday after work was done here at the hospital, I headed out with Dr. Ted Beemer and his wife Susan (a nurse anesthetist) for a mobile clinic on the very east coast of the country. Of all of our mobile clinic sights that we have, this one is definitely my favorite! First we had to drive three hours (more or less) eastward to the beautiful city of La Ceiba which is right on the north coast of the country, and there we stayed at Rainbow Village, a hotel owned by Germans that I quickly fell in love with. We stayed here because airport is only one block from our hotel, so at the wee hour of four'o'clock in the morning we got up and drove over across the street to the tiny Ceiba airport. We were the only ones there except for one guard, and we soon found out that the plane would leave at six, not five!
So at six'o'clock we gave the attendant our re-useable tickets and boarded the fifteen passenger plane. As we taxied down the runway and I tried to get my seat belt to click, I noticed the pilot had his window open. Thankfully before we took off he closed it, but I never did get my seat belt to work.
The next thing I knew, I was waking up with a view over a blanket of white clouds. I fell back asleep and soon we were coming in close over the shoreline where vast water spread out in one direction and small shanties dotted the land in the other direction. Then I saw a a red dirt runway, and school children in white tops tucked into navy blue pants or skirts walked along the side of it, as well as men on hand-peddled bikes who were previously lobster fishermen but had been injured and became partly or totally paralyzed in the legs.
In just one hour I had traveled to a in a different world.
We came to a smooth landing and upon exiting the plane, gave our passports to a man in an army uniform with the biggest gun I've ever seen. Maybe it's because he was rather small, but it crossed from his shoulder to below his knee and looked about as heavy as himself. Besides the two men in army uniforms, there were some other people asking us if we needed a taxi ride and others waiting for the five other people on our flight.
We didn't have to wait even a minute before we saw Katrina waiting for us with the Gator. Katrina and her family have been missionaries there in Puerto Lempira for many years now and work at the orphanage Casa Esperanza (Hope Home). We threw our bags in the Gator, jumped in the back, and headed down the dirt road full of potholes. Only a few minutes later we arrived at Hope Home where we would stay that night. I barely had the chance to get out of the Gator with my bags in two before two little boys with big glowing smiles came running over and threw their arms around me. What better way to be welcomed?! They greeted me cheerfully and I told them I was going to put my bags in the room and I would be right back. As soon as we put our stuff away, it was time to head over to the hospital with Katrina and Jess (a volunteer nurse at Hope Home). We took with us mugs, hot water and instant coffee to have some breakfast before clinic started, and we also brought homemade yuca cake. This, friends, is seriously THE BEST FOOD EVER. I know that I have a lot of favorite foods here, but this definitely topped them all (and the best part is that it's so simple- basically yucca with milk, eggs and cinnamon and sugar). So with all this goodness in tow, we gatored down the dirt road through the town until we came to the hospital. This hospital would hardly be qualified to be called a hospital by most people that I know; the building is simple and run down, and the hygiene is extremely poor. But this is all they had and we were going to make the best of it. There, Dr. Marianne was waiting for us with a long list of patients ready to be seen, with her translator as well who would translate for us from Moskitio to Spanish for the patients from the rural areas who didn't speak Spanish. Marianne has lived there in Puerto Limpera for many years, having a clinic at Hope Home as well as having her own feeding program with about fifty children at her house, as well as eight Honduran boys of her own. Every so often she brings patients over to us in San Pedro for surgery. We are very grateful for her partnership and ministry to the people in this part of Honduras (and some from Nicaragua as well). After yucca cake and coffee we began seeing patients, some who had already been operated on at CURE and some new patients who needed operations. Slowly by slowly we continued through the day, some patients doing well and some that no surgery or treatment would heal, ones only to be healed with prayer. Dr. Beemer saw about forty patients in all, about eight hours in clinic. It was a successful day over all, and we were ready to go have fresh seafood soup at Marianne's house (on the beach) about two miles across town, along with her many precious feeding program children.
So at six'o'clock we gave the attendant our re-useable tickets and boarded the fifteen passenger plane. As we taxied down the runway and I tried to get my seat belt to click, I noticed the pilot had his window open. Thankfully before we took off he closed it, but I never did get my seat belt to work.
The next thing I knew, I was waking up with a view over a blanket of white clouds. I fell back asleep and soon we were coming in close over the shoreline where vast water spread out in one direction and small shanties dotted the land in the other direction. Then I saw a a red dirt runway, and school children in white tops tucked into navy blue pants or skirts walked along the side of it, as well as men on hand-peddled bikes who were previously lobster fishermen but had been injured and became partly or totally paralyzed in the legs.
In just one hour I had traveled to a in a different world.
We came to a smooth landing and upon exiting the plane, gave our passports to a man in an army uniform with the biggest gun I've ever seen. Maybe it's because he was rather small, but it crossed from his shoulder to below his knee and looked about as heavy as himself. Besides the two men in army uniforms, there were some other people asking us if we needed a taxi ride and others waiting for the five other people on our flight.
We didn't have to wait even a minute before we saw Katrina waiting for us with the Gator. Katrina and her family have been missionaries there in Puerto Lempira for many years now and work at the orphanage Casa Esperanza (Hope Home). We threw our bags in the Gator, jumped in the back, and headed down the dirt road full of potholes. Only a few minutes later we arrived at Hope Home where we would stay that night. I barely had the chance to get out of the Gator with my bags in two before two little boys with big glowing smiles came running over and threw their arms around me. What better way to be welcomed?! They greeted me cheerfully and I told them I was going to put my bags in the room and I would be right back. As soon as we put our stuff away, it was time to head over to the hospital with Katrina and Jess (a volunteer nurse at Hope Home). We took with us mugs, hot water and instant coffee to have some breakfast before clinic started, and we also brought homemade yuca cake. This, friends, is seriously THE BEST FOOD EVER. I know that I have a lot of favorite foods here, but this definitely topped them all (and the best part is that it's so simple- basically yucca with milk, eggs and cinnamon and sugar). So with all this goodness in tow, we gatored down the dirt road through the town until we came to the hospital. This hospital would hardly be qualified to be called a hospital by most people that I know; the building is simple and run down, and the hygiene is extremely poor. But this is all they had and we were going to make the best of it. There, Dr. Marianne was waiting for us with a long list of patients ready to be seen, with her translator as well who would translate for us from Moskitio to Spanish for the patients from the rural areas who didn't speak Spanish. Marianne has lived there in Puerto Limpera for many years, having a clinic at Hope Home as well as having her own feeding program with about fifty children at her house, as well as eight Honduran boys of her own. Every so often she brings patients over to us in San Pedro for surgery. We are very grateful for her partnership and ministry to the people in this part of Honduras (and some from Nicaragua as well). After yucca cake and coffee we began seeing patients, some who had already been operated on at CURE and some new patients who needed operations. Slowly by slowly we continued through the day, some patients doing well and some that no surgery or treatment would heal, ones only to be healed with prayer. Dr. Beemer saw about forty patients in all, about eight hours in clinic. It was a successful day over all, and we were ready to go have fresh seafood soup at Marianne's house (on the beach) about two miles across town, along with her many precious feeding program children.
Here Dr. Beemer is showing nurse Jess how to do clubfoot casting. Jess and Dr. Marianne will be doing the followup casting for the several clubfoot babies who came in that day.
Our clinic crew: Dr. Beemer with a patient and mother, his wife Susan behind him, our Moskitio/Spanish translator to the right, and nurse Jess front left. Below left in green, Dr. Marianne (a hero to Honduras!)
Baby Ana Galilea was born with a hand deformity and amniotic bands on her right leg which need to be treated as soon as possible. She is scheduled to come to CURE for surgery in September with Dr. Marianne
Lindon has severely bowed legs and will also come in September for his surgery.
Harvey was born with a deformity of the right leg and foot and surgery is being planned so that he will be able to walk!
This is Isaac, one of the residents at Hope Home. He and his two brothers were all operated on at CURE in 2009 for their clubfeet. This is him now, with two straight feet and doing well!
After a long day I was happy to lay down and sleep in the quietness with breeze blowing through the window. No AC in Puerto Lempira.... the weather there is simply perfect. I woke up with the early sunrise at five'o'clock the next morning, to a view out my window of the red dirt runway in the distance and nothing else besides trees to be seen and roosters to be heard with the occasional sound of children's voices. I was really happy in this place and wasn't quite ready to leave. A young lady volunteering at Hope Home with ROOM was in the room next to mine, and as the doors to both of our rooms were open, as I was getting ready I saw a little brown baby with nothing but a diaper sound asleep on the middle of the hardwood floor in her bedroom. I thought to myself that I wouldn't mind staying and here and having some little brown baby of my own to take of. I finished getting ready and put my backpack in the Gator. As Jess and I drove out I waved goodbye to the children playing in the yard and digging in the dirt. Five minutes later Jess dropped me at the little shanty airport where Dr. Beemer and Susan were already waiting with Dr. Marianne, and soon my friend Jose who I had met the night before at Marianne's house showed up to wish us farewell. We chatted for the remaining minutes that we had together, and soon a little airplane came in the distance. The passengers exited and the luggage was unloaded onto a rickety wooden wheelbarrow used as a luggage cart. Marianne and Jose walked to the airplane with us and we hugged them before boarding. I know that Dr. Beemer and Susan will be back before long, and I can only hope that one day I will as well! God's plan and His timing area always perfect- so as I ate knock-off brand Lucky Charms and read "Mountains Beyond Mountains" on our flight back to Ceiba (before falling asleep), and then as we drove back to my beloved and hot San Pedro, I had peace that I will one day be able to go back if that is part of the plan.
Our clinic crew: Dr. Beemer with a patient and mother, his wife Susan behind him, our Moskitio/Spanish translator to the right, and nurse Jess front left. Below left in green, Dr. Marianne (a hero to Honduras!)
Baby Ana Galilea was born with a hand deformity and amniotic bands on her right leg which need to be treated as soon as possible. She is scheduled to come to CURE for surgery in September with Dr. Marianne
Lindon has severely bowed legs and will also come in September for his surgery.
Harvey was born with a deformity of the right leg and foot and surgery is being planned so that he will be able to walk!
This is Isaac, one of the residents at Hope Home. He and his two brothers were all operated on at CURE in 2009 for their clubfeet. This is him now, with two straight feet and doing well!After a long day I was happy to lay down and sleep in the quietness with breeze blowing through the window. No AC in Puerto Lempira.... the weather there is simply perfect. I woke up with the early sunrise at five'o'clock the next morning, to a view out my window of the red dirt runway in the distance and nothing else besides trees to be seen and roosters to be heard with the occasional sound of children's voices. I was really happy in this place and wasn't quite ready to leave. A young lady volunteering at Hope Home with ROOM was in the room next to mine, and as the doors to both of our rooms were open, as I was getting ready I saw a little brown baby with nothing but a diaper sound asleep on the middle of the hardwood floor in her bedroom. I thought to myself that I wouldn't mind staying and here and having some little brown baby of my own to take of. I finished getting ready and put my backpack in the Gator. As Jess and I drove out I waved goodbye to the children playing in the yard and digging in the dirt. Five minutes later Jess dropped me at the little shanty airport where Dr. Beemer and Susan were already waiting with Dr. Marianne, and soon my friend Jose who I had met the night before at Marianne's house showed up to wish us farewell. We chatted for the remaining minutes that we had together, and soon a little airplane came in the distance. The passengers exited and the luggage was unloaded onto a rickety wooden wheelbarrow used as a luggage cart. Marianne and Jose walked to the airplane with us and we hugged them before boarding. I know that Dr. Beemer and Susan will be back before long, and I can only hope that one day I will as well! God's plan and His timing area always perfect- so as I ate knock-off brand Lucky Charms and read "Mountains Beyond Mountains" on our flight back to Ceiba (before falling asleep), and then as we drove back to my beloved and hot San Pedro, I had peace that I will one day be able to go back if that is part of the plan.
Flying into Puerto Lempira
View of the airport from the plane window
Marianne's house after dark. I'm standing on the shore- the house is built over the water. And it's like manic land in there- big dogs, little dogs, new puppies, boys and girls of all sizes running in and out of the house. Boys cooking and sweeping up spilled rice and mopping up the mud all over the floor. And somehow Marianne has peace through all the chaos, and it's a beautiful thing to be a part of.
Gathering around the big table with many of Marianne's children for dinner. There's a small church made up of chairs and a thatched roof right beside the dining area here, so we got to listen to the youth practicing their music during and after dinner.
View of the airport from the plane window
Marianne's house after dark. I'm standing on the shore- the house is built over the water. And it's like manic land in there- big dogs, little dogs, new puppies, boys and girls of all sizes running in and out of the house. Boys cooking and sweeping up spilled rice and mopping up the mud all over the floor. And somehow Marianne has peace through all the chaos, and it's a beautiful thing to be a part of.
Gathering around the big table with many of Marianne's children for dinner. There's a small church made up of chairs and a thatched roof right beside the dining area here, so we got to listen to the youth practicing their music during and after dinner.
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