Wednesday, May 14, 2014

Rwanda-- Week 1

Muraho! Greeting from Rwamagana, Rwanda.
Claire’s and my first week here has been an adventure. Each week I hope to share a small update, a highlight, a challenge, and something comical that has happened from our experience here.
We arrived Thursday night and spent the weekend in Kigali with my sister Emily, her finacĂ© Shami, Noel, and Mama Nyanja and Babu (our friends with whom we stay while in the city). We were able to adjust to the time change quickly (really no jet lag at all- we are becoming experts at this!) and we enjoyed adventures around the city to exchange our money into Rwandan francs and go to the outdoor market to buy vegetables and fruit. I was also so excited to go back to Emily’s church which I very much enjoyed while visiting in December.
On Monday we were ready to go the Rwamagana Hospital (about an hour from Kigali) for our first day to become orientated and see where we would be doing our rotations. This is a government hospital and it has an ER, a pharmacy, a mental health ward, an outpatient ward, a physical therapy ward, a surgical ward, an internal medicine ward, a maternity ward, and a pediatric ward.
Although they mostly speak Kinyarwanda and French, the doctors and medical students know enough English to communicate and they are very welcoming. We learned that this is one of the four teaching hospitals in Rwanda, and we are thankful to be in this learning environment where the nurses and doctors want to help us learn and achieve our goals.

Update: This first week we have been working alongside three Rwandan nursing/ medical students who are on rotations in the pediatric ward with us, and they speak English very well. They taught us how they fill out the nursing care plan for each patient on a daily basis, how to take vital signs, and we learned what it sounds like through a stethoscope when a patient has pneumonia or asthma. We also learned how to read an x-ray to check if a patient has tuberculosis.
The most common illnesses that the pediatric patients present here is malaria, malnutrition, and pneumonia. Cases of cleft lip and palate are also present.

Highlights of the week: Rwamagana is beautiful! It is also very safe so we can walk around the town without needing a Rwandan to accompany us, even after dark. We both agreed that we could live in a place like this. 
The people here are very friendly and we are enjoying learning how hospitals are operated in countries of limited resources. The staff are very welcoming and we are learning a lot about the common diseases found in in children here and the proper treatments.

Challenge of the week: Both Claire and I have new Dansko shoes for nursing, and we are currently breaking them in (we will be ready to start clinicals at school in the fall!) but because we leave to walk to the hospital at 7:45am and get back for lunch at 12:45pm, then go back from 1:45pm to 5:00pm. This many hours of standing and walking for multiple days in a row is making for very hurting feet! Claire also has problems with her left foot and right knee, and I have problems with my lower back, so we are in much pain while getting accustomed to standing for so many hours at a time.

Humor of the week: on our first day of work, I poured salt instead of sugar into my coffee! I missed out on a great cup of coffee (and caffeine). The next day I skipped attempting to put sugar in altogether.
Also the toilet clogged this day, and by the time we acquired a toilet plunger, it was after dark and the electricity had also gone out! How Claire and I have both gone our whole lives without having to plunge a toilet, I don’t know, but it would be a first for both of us, and somehow I was elected to do it. Thankfully Claire brought her headlamp (so glad I gave that to her for her birthday a couple years ago—it certainly comes in handy so often for us!) so headlamp on head and plunger in hand I went into the dark bathroom without a clue as to what I was doing. But whatever I did worked! On my first try, I successfully plunged a toilet (and good thing, because clogged toilets are becoming a daily theme). As I washed my hands afterwards, the sink started to leak. Nothing the bathroom floor rag can’t clean up for now. 
Another funny was that Claire and I have started a small running club… here in Rwamagana the neighborhood dirt roads are great for running, but every day after coming home from the hospital when we go out for a jog, the neighborhood kids think it’s a great idea to join us so as we go, we collect a small pack of kids jogging behind us, and they think it’s hilarious! 


the road outside Mama's house in Kigali


Africa Bite! Lunch with Shami and Babu for authentic Rwandan food in Kigali 


Spending time with Emily and Shami before leaving for Rwamagana for the week




At Mama's house before leaving for our first day at the hospital 


Rain clouds coming over the beautiful hills on the way from Kigali to Rwamagana


African tea with ginger.. a favorite


toilet plunging 


Tuesday, May 6, 2014

Sophomores no more...summer is here!

Today is a big day... Two years officially in the bag. By the grace of God I am now going to be a junior! Big congrats to everyone in my nursing cohort for all the hard work that has brought us to be official nursing students now! What a blast it has been learning with each of you these past two years... I look forward to two even more exciting years! Our official EU scrubs will arrive any day in the mail now and it will be one more way to look forward to next year. 

Today I bought my white uniform and Danskos and am ready to leave for Rwanda tomorrow to spend a month interning at a hospital with my dear friend, classmate, roommate (and let's be honest, sister) Claire, and spending time with my sister Emily, her fiancé Shami, and friends!!

Please follow our blog if you are interested for (hopefully) weekly updates! THANK YOU to everyone who has been supporting me and  as I work my way through becoming a nurse, and for those of you who are praying for me and Claire and have financially supported us to make this trip possible. We can't say THANK YOU enough!


Happy summer everyone! 

Sunday, December 15, 2013

Enns on Ecclesiastes

Dr. Peter Enns was my New Testament professor during my first year of college. This year in chapel, he did a three part teaching on Ecclesiastes. The timing was perfect, because just this summer I found that this book is one of my favorites, but I was puzzled by it. Imagine my surprise when Enns, one of the professors to has taught me the most, and has taught me to think, the most, was going to speak into the book that I wanted so much to understand.
These are some of his words that I captured on paper.
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Week 1

Why have a job?
Meaningful life
Buy a house

What does all that matter? I'm gonna die anyway.
That's a summary of Ecclesiastes.

Enns loves this book. Because it's more honest about things than we sometimes dare to be.

Nothin matters. Everything is meaningless. No matter what all your efforts, you'll have nothing to show for it because you're gonna die. God is to blame because he set it up this way.
The authors wants this sour note.
Totally stupid. Everything is stupid.
What do we gain for our toil?
He's punching you between the eyes and grabbing you by the throat. He won't let you go. And don't write him off.
For him nature does not declare glory of God. He's having a bad day. Nature tells of the meaninglessness.
Nothing new. Don't hold on to anything because it's nothing new and nothing that will last.
Verse 11. People are not remembered after they die and this cycle won't end.
Don't find comfort too quickly.
Even family is quite forgotten! I [Anna] don't even know my paternal grandmother's name.
He wants you to be depressed and shift to this uncomfortable state.
Steve Jobs has affected a lot of us. Do we remember when he died?

Are you depressed yet? If yes, mission accomplished. And this is in the Bible. Where do you find honesty like this?
No wiggling out, no quick answer. He keeps you there for 12 chapters.
It might be surprising to learn what he says to get you out of this. 


Week 2

Maybe the Israelites didn’t always have it all together. 
Martin Luther- “Love Him? Sometimes I hate Him.”
Honesty that sometimes we don’t embrace.
We play church.
God understands.
We expect the wrong things when we read it.
This book is not telling us how we should think, it’s telling us how we do think sometimes.
It's a mirror and we look and see ourselves in it.
Ch 12 --> Cohelet is done talking and narrator will evaluate what he's been saying for 12 chapters
1. Cohelet is wise. You can't blow him off. 
2. Wisdom hurts. Not there to make you feel good.
Words of the wise are like goods, like firmly fixed nails.
Don't baptize your lack of organizational skills in a Bible verse. 

At the end, what do you do? 
Fear God. Keep the commandments.
It's dark, you want to give up, you don't want to be an Israelite. 
Solution?  It's not a quick fix. It's a path. Keep walking. Be and Israelite.
That was their solution.
I don't feel like it, it makes no sense -- it doesn't matter. Keep walking.
For the Israelites the "path forward" was being an Israelite anyway, even when they didn't want to.


Week 3

In a faith crisis. Absent in his life, he feels God is downright mean.
We all have cohelet moments. We are disappointed or angry when God is a no show.
What does it look like for us to keep going in these moments? What diff does it make? What diff does Jesus make?
These moments are part of our journey and communion with Christ.
Three things Enns has learned:
Whatever it is, be honest with God. We are conditioned to put on make up and pretend everything is ok for God.
Enns was a great father except for a 25 year period when he was just winging it. Hard to believe that his daughter went through a time when she didn't like him at all. What a blessing that she could be honest with him! She trusted him enough. Do I trust God enough? Do I trust his love enough to be in his face the way chohelet was?
Second thing: when God seems absent, maybe he is actually teaching you something. One of the paradoxes of the Christian faith- when he seems most distant is when he is most present.
You are not leaving God behind, you are leaving your thoughts of God behind.
Mother Teresa said no, she will not pray for clarity.
Clarity is the last thing you are holding onto and need to let go of.
Mother Teresa: "I've never had clarity, I've had trust."
Maybe he is teaching us to let go.
Third thing: hardest one to explain. It's a grand mystery. But it's a key to the Christian life. Our God is a suffering God. Jesus suffered for us so we don't have to, but that's only PART of it. It's something that he does WITH us, not just FOR us.
"I know what the Bible says I just don't always understand it"
God suffers with us. No matter what we are not alone.
We also suffer with him. It is how he meets us and how we meet him. Cohelet moments may be allowing you to connect with God is a way no other thing can.
Phil 3:10Becoming like him in his death. It's a package deal. Can't have one without the other.
His life is a pattern for us.
Cohelet is not the problem child of the Bible. He is our hero. He is not broken, and neither are you. He doesn't need to be fixed. There is no quick fix. There is only walking with God daily, trusting, no matter what you feel like. You almost can't lose. 

Friday, December 6, 2013

Litany of Humility

A prayer that I need to remember daily.

O Jesus! meek and humble of heart, Hear me.
From the desire of being esteemed, Deliver me, Jesus.
From the desire of being loved, Deliver me, Jesus.
From the desire of being extolled, Deliver me, Jesus.
From the desire of being honored, Deliver me, Jesus.
From the desire of being praised, Deliver me, Jesus.
From the desire of being preferred to others, Deliver me, Jesus.
From the desire of being consulted, Deliver me, Jesus.
From the desire of being approved, Deliver me, Jesus.
From the fear of being humiliated, Deliver me, Jesus.
From the fear of being despised, Deliver me, Jesus.
From the fear of suffering rebukes, Deliver me, Jesus.
From the fear of being calumniated, Deliver me, Jesus.
From the fear of being forgotten, Deliver me, Jesus.
From the fear of being ridiculed, Deliver me, Jesus.
From the fear of being wronged, Deliver me, Jesus.
From the fear of being suspected, Deliver me, Jesus.
That others may be loved more than I,Jesus, grant me the grace to desire it.
That others may be esteemed more than I,Jesus, grant me the grace to desire it.
That, in the opinion of the world, others may increase and I may decrease, Jesus, grant me the grace to desire it.
That others may be chosen and I set aside,Jesus, grant me the grace to desire it.
That others may be praised and I unnoticed, Jesus, grant me the grace to desire it.
That others may be preferred to me in everything, Jesus, grant me the grace to desire it.
That others may become holier than I, provided that I may become as holy as I should, Jesus, grant me the grace to desire it.

-Rafael Cardinal Merry del Val

Saturday, October 5, 2013

The song I have been subconsciously singing for the past few days...

In Christ alone my hope is found
He is my light, my strength, my song
This Cornerstone, this solid ground
Firm through the fiercest drought and storm
What heights of love, what depths of peace
When fears are stilled, when strivings cease
My Comforter, my All in All
Here in the love of Christ I stand

In Christ alone, who took on flesh
Fullness of God in helpless babe
This gift of love and righteousness
Scorned by the ones He came to save
'Til on that cross as Jesus died
The wrath of God was satisfied
For every sin on Him was laid
Here in the death of Christ I live

There in the ground His body lay
Light of the World by darkness slain
Then bursting forth in glorious Day
Up from the grave He rose again
And as He stands in victory
Sin's curse has lost its grip on me
For I am His and He is mine
Bought with the precious blood of Christ

No guilt in life, no fear in death
This is the power of Christ in me
From life's first cry to final breath
Jesus commands my destiny
No power of hell, no scheme of man
Can ever pluck me from His hand
'Til He returns or calls me home
Here in the power of Christ I'll stand

Friday, September 13, 2013

Who's Coming?!

I'm so excited to have Audio Adrenaline coming to our very own Wilkes-Barre, PA! October 3-- Invite your friends and tell them to invite theirs! This is going to be a night that you don't want to miss.


Friday, September 6, 2013


People are often unreasonable, irrational, and self-centered.  Forgive them anyway. 

If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives.  Be kind anyway.

 If you are successful, you will win some unfaithful friends and some genuine enemies.  Succeed anyway.

If you are honest and sincere people may deceive you.  Be honest and sincere anyway.

What you spend years creating, others could destroy overnight.  Create anyway.

If you find serenity and happiness, some may be jealous.  Be happy anyway. 

The good you do today, will often be forgotten.  Do good anyway.

Give the best you have, and it will never be enough.  Give your best anyway.

In the end, it is between you and God.  It was never between you and them anyway.



-Mother Teresa